months of struggle
finally coming to a decision .. more or less
i do not fear deciding nor acting on a decision
but i fear the Lord who can destroy both body and spirit
i fear losing the Lord's grace, mercies, compassion, love, protection and blessings
the Lord knows us, his creation ... knows me ... like no one ever does or ever could
the constant support and comfort ... encouragement
these past months
all glory be unto Thee O Sovereign One of Israel
these past months ... crying ... crying out unto You
asking ... wanting to know ... yearning .. desiring
yet wanting to be right with You in You
thank You for Your faithfulness and mercies and grace
thank You for speaking to me
thank You for Your Holy Spirit
thank You
i'm usually all for the now and here
but have gotten used about thinking and planning for the future
worrying about the future
"We’re all guilty of living in anticipation of a fork in the road.
But there is no fork in your road.
God didn’t ask you to make any huge decisions.
All he said was “Lean on me, see like I see, and realize your past is gone and your future is mine.
All I ask is that you get to know me and make me known.”
been struggling these past months to decide
and when i'm on the verge of acting
here's the answer :
You did not ask me to make any decisions ... because everything is in Your hands
what a relief, Father and yet ... just waiting ... i chafe at the bit
was that all white wedding just a dream ... or a sign ?
was our sitting together to discuss unknown matters a future reality or
... just wishful dreaming ?
yes, Father, the past is gone and the future is Yours
please make use of me ... if only a little
not even a potsherd ... but potsherd dust
but You formed me from dust
and therefore Thou art able to use me, even as dust
... surrender ...
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