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Friday, 20 December 2013

mourning ...

... is kind of weird .... 
many people appear to be able to mourn practically immediately upon the loss of a loved one or a person close to you
some a little later, weeks or months maybe
been three years since dad passed away ... not a single drop 
no remorse, no regrets, no sadness ... nothing 
may wish things could've been better between us but that's water under the bridge
most probably because there's no love lost between my parents and i 

i cried at the funeral of our pastor's mother though i wasn't close to her
i cried at the thought of losing my mother-in-law's Rott

when we lost our first child just before the third month ... i'm not sure i felt anything 
it was more of taking care of the wife 
and when the hospital asked us if we wanted the remains comprising a clump of tissue ...
we just shook our heads and declined

a decade later ... i cried for a good 30-45mins ... moved by Selah's I Will Carry You
hearing Amy Perry sing ... the lyrics hit home and .... i was moved to tears

precious darling ... i am sorry i didn't give you a second thought 
i am sorry i didn't and don't get to see you, watch you grow, see you smile, hear your laughter
i am sorry i shan't know of your dreams and desires, that i can't wipe away your tears 
i am sorry i can't hug you and hold you close and comfort you 
i am sorry i can't take pictures of you, feed you, bathe you, dress you
i am sorry i can't take you by the hand when you take your first steps and later, watch you run
i am sorry i can't sing and rock you to sleep
i am sorry there're no midnight feeds, no strapping into the car seats 
i am sorry i won't be able to see you grow and perform in playschool or in church
i am sorry i shan't have the pleasure of children's, parent's, Christmas and vacation days with you
i am sorry i won't have the pleasure of seeing your mind and motor skills progress ... learn to eat on your own, dress and toilet yourself
precious darling, i am sorry, daddy's sorry
and you have all you ever need with Him 
Shalom, little one ... i hope to know you when i return home 















Thursday, 12 December 2013

SS2 Fishing Fever on 23rd November


Finally got round to paying Ann another visit.

Like the matte blue coating on the 6-foot 1 piece Zagan very much, something different from the norm. A light jigging rod, the Zagan Micro Stage Drop Flick feels comfy in hand, light and yet strong. Check out Asian Angler's review of the Micro Stage Drop Flick. 



Another light jigging rod that caught my eye was the Ajiking Micro Game rated PE0.8-1.0 but capable of handling jigs weighing 80g max.

All three rods were retailing for less than RM250, with the Ajiking going for less than RM200 if I remember correctly; worth a buy.


Up next was the Butterfly Extreme rated PE1.5-3 with max jig weight of 160g. Love the metallic violet finishing of the handle and binding. Some may or may not like the ACS trigger though.


The 2-6lb 1 piece 6-foot St Croix ultralight spinning rod was particularly tempting. Sporting a split reel seat and quality cork handle, the rod also came with titanium guides all the way to the tip. Worth the RM320 sticker price; light and strong. This, when I swore I'd never pay more than RM100 for an ultralight.  





Speaking of Asian Angler, the publication turned 1 in October 2013, a historic milestone for the publisher and angling community alike. Kudos to Phil and the gang!

The Fortitude spinning reel featured in the October issue of Asian Angler ... git me one'a those, baby ! If it's going for a fraction of the cost of a Van Staal or Zeebaas, I'm all for it! 

Friday, 22 November 2013

if things did not happen the way they did ...

... i most probably would not have realised how selfish you have been and continue to be
despite all we've been through and how the Lord has blessed and kept us
you continue in your stubbornness ...

foolishness in rearranging items in the car in the dark of night in an isolated factory lot that saw you robbed

showing your true colours immediately after the marriage blessing ... can't even remember what the argument was about 

absolute refusal to listen to reason ... took pastor's wife to get you to not go to Thailand - spiritual hotbed and plenty of bombings then

taking things for granted ... continuously ... the children are my main concern, never foresaw you would lose me first as a result

'refusing' to get requested probiotics from your office block ... even after reminders; with not one word of apology

apologising for everything inconsequential EXCEPT for when it matters and should be done 

think nothing of not keeping your word ... an inherited trait

absolute refusal to at least try for an interview at the suggested company, with not even a single word of explanation

wasting and spoiling food ... another inherited trait 

putting your brother and family before us 

stubborn refusal to make any amends for a decade despite being told several times you killed my love for you ... over time, it feels like you trampled, spat on and threw everything i did for you back in my face

not a single word of thanks when i took out two personal loans for the home and another two to three term loans to clear debt

not a single word of thanks, apology or encouragement for what we had to go through financially

stubborn refusal to do anything at all to improve your vocabulary and grammar, despite my getting useful books and encouragement

not a single explanatory word when i mentioned that the annual reduction of our housing loan via your EPF contribution seems to have decreased suddenly .. were you planning to EVER tell me or explain?

you wanted to throw our wedding decor 


ironic ... 
it takes a public declaration of my love for someone else to elicit an 'apology' 
an insincere apology at that 
because i know what your answer would be if i were to ask, 'would you have apologised at all if i hadn't ... ?' 
you would have continued to take things for granted and not bothered at all 
feeble attempts to stake your claim are ... too late

you forsook your vows and claim on me the moment you decided and went on to put your own family first ... like Esau putting his stomach first 
made worse when you turned to our mentor to avoid keeping your promise ... coupled with his brusque response without any consideration for me or the principle ... too little too late
never realised how selfish you are


i have never cheated on you
i have never slept with any other woman 
i have never flirted with lustful intent
i focused on fishing all these years that i will not stray
nothing is secret nor kept from you
i never wished for nor sought another nor the love of another
i make no demands but to not take things for granted for the children's sakes and safety 
and putting our family first 


it may be wishful thinking but p'raps ... just perhaps 
it was time for a (drastic) change
since i would have just continued for the sake of the children

too late ...
because this person is the first and only person to ever make me want to be a better person without being asked or told
because i see her in an entirely different manner and light 
because i want to marry her, grow old with her, care for her, provide for her, protect her  
because i want her to know there is someone who truly loves her
who'd stand by her and be there for her
because i want to serve the Lord together with her 

...















Saturday, 19 October 2013

power pro bite motion

update on Powerpro Bitemotion 
have noticed for sometime there is coating on the line which flakes off 
clumps on the reel line guide, messy
lost a hard running fish after the mainline snapped during the recent March 2015 Kenyir trip 
has never happened with FINS (where only the leader goes)
i retain my trust in FINS but will no longer invest in PP lines despite the popular opinion of many


not prone to changing lines just to try them out 
heavy on the pockets ... so will scout and dig as much as possible on the net 
before trying out anything new 
PP's bite motion was an impulse buy ... two 15lb 164-yard spools 

the orange colour, smooth feel of the line and poundage called out to me 
sticker price of rm100/spool 
second round of using PP lines, first was the 5lb yellow braid on my UL reels

pros: strong, light and limp, smooth, knots seem to hold
cons: colour fades and smoothness fades after some use 


was served a nice helping of Singapore fried meehoon a month or two ago 
had to cut some line; FG-ed the remaining without trimming the ends 
that line and knot was put to the test at fish valley on October 15th when a 2kg jelawat decided to run off with the cut fresh palm fruit at the end of the line

the DAM vittatus lpbc was also tested for the first time since its purchase and use from February 2013
line, knot, reel and rod held; the second hand EA rod felt right at home 
wish the vittatus' line capacity was more though; there were times when heavier lures almost spooled the reeled 




PP bite motion feels thinner than FINS PRT
FINS 15lb seems to hold more water than PP bite motion, most probably due to the perceived reduced diameter of bitemotion
however, naked eye visual says both lines appear to be of similar thickness
for now, PP bite motion seems worth the buy 

the YGK G-Soul is another line worth checking out at RM60/150m for 16lb
bright neon yellow, thin, smooth ... that's for another day 

Fish Valley, Semenyih

finally made it to this popular fishing haunt ... 15th October 2013 
been reading bout it on MFN (for a couple of years before it was shutdown) ... was invited by my sifus
rm30/day for two rods; rm2/pkt of house pellets

pricey, when compared with tow foo sportfishing
nice landscaping, short mini bamboo groves all over the place 
only two ponds are open to the public @ rm30 and rm5
rm30 pond is strictly CnR, while fish caught from the rm5 pond may be taken after weighing and paying

Fish Valley owner, supervisor, patrol duty, restaurant operator ... Michael is a class act
patient, even in the face of the immature, the rude and arrogant
ever ready to teach & share and non-judgemental - classy all the way 

apart from my sifu who hooked up five fish, the rest of us came in at two apiece
good fight nonetheless ... pacus, rohus, carps, African catfish, patins, plabuks, tilapias, Julliene's barbs, etc, are there ... it's a matter of whether one is able to get them
strong pulling and each species with its individual ways of taking off when hooked
both times, the rods did not twitch, did not bounce ... it's all quiet on the water front and suddenly ... the line shoots out and the reel screams 
someone actually lost their tackle, while we were there, when he laid down his tackle and stepped away .... a friend of his yelled to him 'hey ! your tackle's gone into the water ... !'
he was very lucky to have retrieved his set because his line snapped

pond's kinda small so when every angler is close by or adjacent even, lines will tangle and anglers will get together to untangle their respective lines 
anglers that day were understanding and mutually accommodating all around 

the restaurant is quite popular, with non-anglers turning up from all over to eat 
many dishes but a little pricey (as of second half 2014, food prices were confirmed by a Kajang friend and colleague to have increased substantially)  
paintball will be introduced soon if Michael gets his way 
ATVs are available @ rm50/30mins ... grounds are large enough but wish they'd stay away from anglers

3kg pacu on salty chief/stradic 1000/15lb braid/40lb fluoro leader using house pellets

2kg jelawat on EA spiral wrapped 10-25lb/DAM vittatus lpbc (sold off)/15lb powerpro bite motion/40lb 
fluoro using cut fresh palm fruit



both caught on bottom fishing 
shall return when time and pocket permits 

Tuesday, 8 October 2013

do malaysians hereby swear to solemnly tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth OR this IS the gospel truth about malaysian politics OR the truth about hypocritic malaysian despots

http://www.freemalaysiatoday.com/category/opinion/2013/09/27/the-three-stars-chin-peng-najib-and-dr-m/


The three stars: Chin Peng, Najib and Dr M

Mariam Mokhtar
 | September 27, 2013
If communism is so bad, why does the Malaysian government entertain China, whilst demonising the CPM and mistreating Malaysians of Chinese origin?
COMMENT
It is communism which bonds the late secretary-general of the Communist Party of Malaya (CPM) Chin Peng, former prime minister Dr Mahathir Mohamad and Umno Baru president, Najib Tun Razak.
Members of CPM cadres wear a jungle green uniform complete with a cap sporting a badge of three red stars. These three stars signify the three main races in Malaysia – Chinese, Indian and Malay, much like Najib’s ‘1Malaysia’.
Chin Peng preached communist ideology, but the Malaya he envisioned was a country where the races were equal, unlike the Ketuanan Melayu concept of the Umno Baru elite, where Malays reign supreme.
Over the last few days, Malaysians have found a reason to rejoice. Former prime minister, Mahathir has recovered from a bout of amnesia, which marred his performance at the Royal Commission of Inquiry into Project IC, in Kota Kinabalu.
Last week, during a press conference, at the International Youth Centre in Cheras, Mahathir reminded Malaysians that Chin Peng wanted to make Malaysia a communist state.
Amazingly, Mahathir remembered Chin Peng, but it is hardly surprising that he was critical of the communist leader. He is keen to deflect criticism as a prime minister who does not honour agreements.
Both Mahathir and Najib are conscious of their public image. Neither men like being known as untrustworthy. The timing is critical as Mahathir has an election to manage, in which he will back his favourite contender; his son, Mukhriz.
Mahathir tried to project the image of a government that was magnanimous and would help rehabilitate former communist guerrillas. When the 1989 Hadyai treaty was signed, guerrillas voluntarily surrendered and their arms and stockpiles of weapons were destroyed.
However, Chin Peng was barred from entering Malaysia and when he died, his ashes are also prevented from being interred at his family grave near Lumut, for fear that a memorial to honour Sitiawan’s former son would be built.
Mahathir had no intention of honouring the peace treaty. His word is as good as Najib’s “Janji di tepati”.
Mahathir criticised Chin Peng for his communist ideology, but failed to note that Malaysia has become a closet dictatorship, in which the sons of past prime ministers, are groomed, in exactly the same manner as the North Korean communist dynasty.
At least, in a communist state, the financial and social status of peasants is elevated to that of the middle classes, and the upper classes are brought down to the financial and social status of the middle classes.
Everyone is made (almost) equal. In communism, production is controlled by the state and the state owns everything.
In Malaysia’s dictatorship, most of the wealth is in the hands of Umno Baru politicians, their cronies and the government controlled GLCs. In Sabah and Sarawak, the wealth from these oil and timber rich states is inaccessible to the ordinary folk.
The communist threat
Chin Peng may have wanted a communist state but in 2001, it was Mahathir who declared Malaysia an Islamic state. He tried to convince Malays that the Islam preached by Umno Baru was more acceptable than PAS’s brand of conservative Islam. He erased Tunku Abdul Rahman’s secular vision of Malaysia.
If Malaysia was democratic, as Mahathir claims, the rakyat would have been able to throw off the yoke of oppression in GE13, when 51% of the electorate, voted for the Opposition. Yet, the nation is still saddled with the oppressive regime of Umno Baru.
After World War II, countries were rebuilding and Malaya’s riches from rubber and tin, were needed to fund the reconstruction of Britain. In war-scarred Malaya, factories were rebuilt, estates started producing and mines resumed operations. The output was twice what it had been before the war but workers wages were still depressed.
Food was in short supply and the suffering of the people was compounded by the discovery that Japanese war-currency was useless. Malayans were destitute.
Chin Peng’s efforts to obtain better conditions and wages for the workers were futile. He encouraged strikes which turned nasty. His excuse was that he was fighting for the people. At least, he did not commit treason by giving ICs and citizenship to illegal foreigners.
Some people might wonder what Malaysia would be like as a communist state, and make comparisons with the People’s Republic of China’s (PRC).
The economic output of the PRC helps keep the economies of many countries alive. PRC nationals form the highest numbers of tourists to many destinations around the world. Singapore is attracting PRC nationals to work and live on the island, to the detriment of its own citizens. The rate of millionaires and billionaires being formed in PRC is high.
If communism is so bad, why does the Malaysian government entertain the PRC, whilst demonising the CPM and mistreating Malaysians of Chinese origin?
Malaysian schoolchildren are not taught that British forces funded, trained and supplied arms to Chin Peng during World War Two. The combined effort was to liberate the country from the Japanese aggressors. A few years after WWII, the communists waged war on the British because the CPM wanted to free Malaysia from British colonial rule.
Chin Peng’s role in the struggle for independence is not recognised. He is not even mentioned for helping to speed up the process of attainment of Merdeka, although Tunku Abdul Rahman acknowledged that his meeting with Chin Peng, in Baling in 1955, led straight to Merdeka.
Mahathir and this government find it convenient to use “the communist threat” to intimidate Malaysians, but only when it suits them.
Despotic dictatorship
When Najib felt threatened by Bersih’s call for free and fair elections, former IGP Hanif Omar supported Najib’s allegations of a coup attempt and said that he recognised communists inciting violence, from the video footage of the Bersih 3 march.
In the PRC, corrupt officials are swiftly investigated, and if found guilty, are executed with a bullet in the back of the neck. The family is charged for this bullet.
In Mahathir’s Malaysia, corrupt officials don’t believe they have done anything wrong, abuse taxpayers’ monies for personal gain, spirit millions of ringgits out of the country and any investigation against them, dies an early death.
Despite criticising Chin Peng for being a communist who would oppress the people of Malaya, it is Mahathir who reneged on deals and acted in a thoroughly undemocratic manner.
He allegedly used bribery, blackmail and corruption, to maintain his stranglehold on power, whilst oppressing the rakyat with a despotic dictatorship, which masquerades as a democracy.

Mariam Mokhtar is a FMT columnist.
- See more at: http://www.freemalaysiatoday.com/category/opinion/2013/09/27/the-three-stars-chin-peng-najib-and-dr-m/#sthash.ACNVCAgr.dpuf

Sunday, 15 September 2013

Refreshing Spring Resort

been sometime since the last update
just returned from Refreshing Spring ... nice place for family getaways and team building activities; min requirement is 30 pax



if your number of people is less than 30, do call up and the helpful management might be able to slot you in with another bigger group who happen to be there at the same time

in which case, food is usually shared, ie whatever the bigger group is having; you'll be served the same
unless the bigger group has some special order on the menu
andrew and anton are very helpful; anton's the guy anglers should approach 

an hour's drive from seri kembangan, turn off into tanjung malim
take a right at the traffic lights immediately after the exit toll 
pass by Shell and mosque on the left, clinic on the right
turn left at the (small) Kampung Gumut Tambahan signboard on the left
there'll be signposts showing the way in, need to traverse about 3km of unpaved road
park your cars at the designated parking area and a tractor with passenger seating in tow will fetch you and your luggage to the resort proper - not allowed to drive in to preserve the place

lotsa durian, pulasan, rambutan, kedondong, nangka, and mango trees dot the entire compound
there's a hot spring, small bamboo groves, and a stream that flows next to the resort








 i know of the red and yellow variety but this is my first seeing white ...


 
















basketball, children's playground, fishing, archery, pingpong, and rock climbing are available
there's also a flying fox station
anglers will love the place - there's a spanking new large gazebo overlooking where the fish are fed; large enough to accommodate close to 50 people in sleeping bags 
there are two ponds; the gazebo pond has patin, tilapia, jelawat, freshwater shrimp, ornamental carp - good fun on light tackle
jelawat here seem not as strong running as air kuning juveys, given their increased size 
red tilapia seem to give better fight than the black 
the other pond supposedly has larger fish in the 5kg range - was unable to try that out as it rained two days while we were there 















the place is quite the macro shutterbug's haven .... the ochre lichen/moss covered rocks and boulders are found only opposite the gazebo ... close ups make it look like alien terrain ... 












there is one large hall, one smaller and a large dining hall 
good for indoor team building activities
accommodation ranges from chalets to 'terrace' rooms, with 2 rooms to 1 room per chalet 
the two room chalets have a fridge, kitchen, a single-bed double decker and two single beds
lights, fans, air-conditioners, hot water showers are all there

inside a two roomed chalet ... 






'terraced' rooms with the outflow from the pond passing right in front ...
 paintball's available, too !  
water feature surrounded by chalets #1-5

single roomed single bed chalet ... or so i was told 

no update would be complete without fish ... 












didn't have enough time to get the orange carps ... hope to return ...



hope to make Crab Island next month ...